Beautiful day , cooler , listening to the sounds of rain on the roof. Oh and sitting on my new deck with a coffee. How perfect is that. Went out for lunch yesterday and sat with a friend , had a great time. She paid for my lunch and I was so grateful. But the lovely thing I was able to do was listen, smile, touch her arm, give a big hug and be honest. HEY>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it worked. I told her that she is my dear friend no matter what happens in her life. As a parting gift I managed to give her some money in a way that she could accept it and feel ok. I didn't feel as I have felt in the past, annoyed, upset and a feeling of helplessness. I honestly felt calm, accepting and non judgmental. After years of inner stress, not feeling good enough, lacking in many ways, I now feel I am fine as I am. I really like "ME". It is like walking around with an inner light that just carries me on my path. Boy it is good!!!!! I genuinely like people and smile, am softer, peaceful. This sure works when in situation that could be stressful. I now SEE the world and all it's beauty..........................Susanna xxxxxxx
