Since I was a kid I liked to be left alone with my own thoughts, I was always wondering around, I was a day dreamer: not an action girl - I rather be painting or just playing with my dolls or legos.
Then school came and I was "forced" to know others kids, to learn how to get along, and sometimes It was a very hard issue to me. I took very seriously every harsh and bullying event towards myself and that made me to grow up with less and less hope in humanity.
I became a very shy girl with huge dreams, and very large fear of others.I always thought I was meant to be alone: and I was prepared to be later in life got engaged and moved in with my beloved. I've completed my studies, after 15 years we had a baby.
But even now, in my gut I don't feel it's easy going. I still need "my moments", I need to be alone: even if it's just for 10 minutes.
This winter I found meditation, after my new episode of depression and simultaneously I've found this wonderful community.
I don't know anyone here - but that's not the point, right? I get a lot of inspiration and ways of seeing and living life - I learn to be different, I dare to be different and I feel I'm growing inside.I'm in an office full of people, feeling somewhat alone: this online place is one of my refugees - a sanctuary of kindness.
Thank you all for all the stories, quotes, and inspirational sharings.
Big kiss and Hugs for each of you! Accept them from the heart.
PS: Before this community, I wasn't even able to finish my statements like this (with open heart, with no fear of getting hurt or abused).
Then school came and I was "forced" to know others kids, to learn how to get along, and sometimes It was a very hard issue to me. I took very seriously every harsh and bullying event towards myself and that made me to grow up with less and less hope in humanity.
I became a very shy girl with huge dreams, and very large fear of others.I always thought I was meant to be alone: and I was prepared to be later in life got engaged and moved in with my beloved. I've completed my studies, after 15 years we had a baby.
But even now, in my gut I don't feel it's easy going. I still need "my moments", I need to be alone: even if it's just for 10 minutes.This winter I found meditation, after my new episode of depression and simultaneously I've found this wonderful community.
I don't know anyone here - but that's not the point, right? I get a lot of inspiration and ways of seeing and living life - I learn to be different, I dare to be different and I feel I'm growing inside.I'm in an office full of people, feeling somewhat alone: this online place is one of my refugees - a sanctuary of kindness.
Thank you all for all the stories, quotes, and inspirational sharings.
Big kiss and Hugs for each of you! Accept them from the heart.
PS: Before this community, I wasn't even able to finish my statements like this (with open heart, with no fear of getting hurt or abused).
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- Posted by speedyfrade
- Jun 8, 2016
- Comments (14)
Readers Comments
gloriousday wrote: Thank you for your honest and brave sharing! I'm glad there is comfort and sanctuary here for you. I too need a lot of alone time. Keep giving that to yourself any way you can!
mindyjourney wrote: So glad you found us, my friend <3. KS is a transformative space :)). We all need our alone times to reconnect with self, is essential! Thank you for your honest share.
kjoyw wrote: Many of here at KS need quite a bit of alone time.
splain wrote: I love my own time as well. Actually we haven't met but because of the honesty of our writing and being so open, we have all " met" in a very wonderful, connecting way. Nice to meet you.............Susanna
scushman wrote: the best Moms know they need to some "me time". So glad you found meditation. Namaste _/|\_ à«â˜®
Brad2 wrote: Thank you, your honesty is appreciated...I too have never met you, but I'll be there when needed...Peace
Mish wrote: Many of us need our alone time, I surely do. And KindSpring is a safe haven where like-minded kindness souls find one another & are beautifully transformed. So happy you are here with us now. Blessed be.
alisamom wrote: O I so what you mean, I love to be around people but I often feel alone even in a crowd. I'm also so happy to have found ks, it pulled me out of my depression and into the light. Welcome!💜💜💜
RoseMarie wrote: Love my me time ... my daughters think I am weird but i don't care,. .. Thank yiu for your honesty. I love ks too. X 💓 Rose-Marie
leoladyc728 wrote: I know that we all need some alone time to re-group. Nothing wrong with that. So glad you found this site, I know it will help you as much as it has helped me. Blessings.
